Adventures In Communication
Dynamonious Messages
5. What Do You Truly Want?
Transcript: 5. What Do You Truly Want?
I wrote this flow of feeling in response to a shared mindspace of friends forming. In contemplating why we were coming together, I took some time to clarify my feelings by writing in order to be true:
I decided there was purpose in our communication.
So I spoke what I wrote:
I write now with the intention to bring full honesty into this current feeling of sadness. I question whether I am in the right place and why life feels and appears to be the way it is. I wonder why I am thinking what I am thinking, feeling what I am feeling and the thought was present that something wasn’t right. I am feeling uncomfortable, I am seeking something to make it alright, but the only thing now that brings this is silence. I feel into the energies of this space around me fully aware everything is a reflection of me. Every part of my world is me and do I like it?
Am I trying to change anything here?
Why am I doing this?
I feel like part of me has died. I am now expressing things I never said before and it is changing my relationships with everyone and everything. Every time I go to express something into this world I am having to accept the result will be different to what I am imagining will happen. I am stepping into uncertainty intending to be bold, continually tested by the appearance of events to be different from my expectations. I am learning to be in harmony with what is.
It seems when I am happy with how it is, I am actually more effective at being wholly part of it. So here I am expressing myself to myself and my feelings are changing as I communicate this. I consider what I have written lately and the nature of how it is affecting myself and therefore everyone else. When I share my light, the quality of space around me changes. Bringing anything into this world is a projection and I am feeling ultimately humble about expressing these things.
And I realise I have felt separate, I am sure like everyone else. I really have believed that I am on my own and that those around me don’t actually really see my success as their success. So I express these thoughts now humbly, wondering, what am I expecting from writing it?
If I share this projection, this current self expression I am ultimately vulnerable to be laughed at, ignored or whatever, yet I know deep in my heart and emanating into all space is that everything I touch turns to gold, will enlighten, will become more whole and self realised. My honesty is realising great trustal wealth.
My success will lead to all success, yet what is success and how can I be so brash or brazen to say this, yet it is my truth. Either I am ultimately deluded like anyone who raises themselves as “better” than others by communicating in this way or I am embracing the truth that “the greatest among ye shall be the servant of all.”
Yet how does one be the servant of all?
I have conceived of it as being absolute honesty at all times. Complete transparency so everyone else is aware of what is really happening in my world. All people can then navigate through this space with awareness and clarity. This openness to scrutiny requires power and strength. Honesty is the greatest skill I have found and am embodying more wholly all ways.
I see many people are doing things that perpetuate disharmony and disease in everything they interact with because they are not communicating or sharing their truth. They are doing things against their true will. They are not empowered now, so I am questioning why? I see entire industries supported by people living relative lies.
Be cause:
I have decided to completely let this habit of self denial go and am feeling new aspects of projection. I know people are attached to their habitual interpretations of reality. Even my habit to be honest could be an attachment to an ideal. Despite this potential, I am realising the sovereignty and integrity of my being as I honestly open myself up to worldly awareness of my intentions. This choice to open up is born of the knowledge we are truly seeking greater intimacy and connectedness with all life. Fulfilment.
I am sharing my intention to intelligently support this process.
There are keys in my communication unlocking the doors of your perception. Your choice to accept this activates your keys. You become more and more effective in your work. You become more inspired to share your self unconditionally. In turn we activate each other into more diverse and whole experiences of being human.
I am communicating this honesty with you so you are aware of what is happening in your world. I allow you to respect yourself, seeing yourself in your true light.
For you to conceive of me, you have to conceive of you with equal honesty.
Eventually we will all be entirely honest with our selves and we will collectively see the raw beauty of who we are. We will realise the essential role of honesty in our life. This is the revelations of Who We Really Are.
We forgot what it feels like to be naked for a reason. This reason can be felt and embodied when we sacrifice our resistance. Reason will bring us to the first step on the stairway from which we let go of interpretation and experience direct communion with the unconditional nature of energy, seeing ourselves become harmoniously reasonable to all life. Then we truly know we are in the flow
Letting go.
And I shared this information in a circle with friends. We decided to hold a space and journey into an awareness of oneness:
I chose to be present and to see the intention through to a point where its fruition could be communicated. I noticed the changing face of what oneness is believed to be and the experience of shared unity that flowed in and out of our mindspace.
It certainly is a grandiose concept, being at one with everything, sounds like a real achievement. There we were it seemed trying to be one as a group, yet a strong feeling of separation and misunderstanding of each other became prevalent. We worked on it. Honesty surfaced bitter and sweet leaving a free feeling in my being.
I was told to keep my statesmanship attitude to myself. I was told it didn¡¦t matter what I think. I was told that sharing my truth was something I had to keep to myself. I was told my questions were wrong and I should ask them another way. I accepted all these views, but allowed these projections to be questioned.
Now I sit here considering how I have grown and changed in my life. I accept how relatively unsusceptible I have now become to the judgements of others. I could have taken all the advice above and decided I shouldn’t manifest statesmanship behaviour, that whatever I thought didn’t matter, that I should only say what is superficial about myself and should curtail my habit of asking questions.
I sat knowing my pure living intention to be honest with all supports my energy. There is nothing I resisted about the interactions in this space. I saw the eternally changing aspects of the opportunities presenting themselves for me to see life in a new light. Throughout the flow of all energies we shared I saw myself growing in the capacity to give space.
I delighted in my ability to be free of projecting behaviour despite a number of accusations of doing just that. Maybe it’s true. I loved seeing the magic emerging, knowing the nature of this intention is being realised by all. I am in all time and space, accepting the current face of change here now.
So I step into my next moments with a new clarity and awareness about the nature of my work. It is great to see how you relate to others, what you have to give and receive. I have been challenged on my integrity a number of times lately to a point where I now definitely do not need external approval of my capabilities or the role I am expressing now. I have tended to need approval in the past, but I know that’s because I was trained like that at school.
To be understood about the integrity of my actions even present in this communication, it is to seek recognition through any resonant interest within you and shared embodiment of qualities creating expanding conscious awareness and community unity. Currently I have chosen to be outside of any official recognised framework. This is between me and you now.
I bring this to you through the sovereignty of my own intuitive knowing. I give it to you as an honest fearless expression. I demonstrate my version of bringing harmony into relationships with all life.
I acknowledge your desire to be love and to experience the depths and heights of this collective wave form. Today in this circle, I played a role in projecting into projection. The difference I observed between observation and judgement is when I shared observations my input was empty of any emotional weight of expectation my view should be understood. I observed what I saw and I honestly shared the insight. I gave of myself with only the condition we observed our oneness.
I am always ultimately humbled by projecting at my own reflection.
I feel it would be important to mention: I love my self. I am a beautiful and miraculous being. Everything I touch turns to gold. This is my law. I am a range of qualities. I am being specific on what I am serving in order to bring collective conscious attention, clarity, focus and awareness to this greater purpose. To clarify, I don¡¦t support qualities contributing to ignorance, fear, enslavement and disempowerment.
I write as “I”, with this awareness that when “you” read or hear “I”, that “you” are perceiving “your” reflection. “You” wrote this. The “I” that is “you”, which is really “we” wrote this for “you”. “You” asked for “I” to perceive “you” so that “we” could accept “I”. Now that “I” accepts “I”, “we” can be “we” and love “you” all.
I ask myself why this is all happening. And I question the nature of my intention and my current questions. I am in the process of sharing a harmonious way of being I have come to know. I have focussed my life upon bringing harmony everywhere I go and I no longer doubt the nature of my realisations.
I see in myself Peter meaning stone, rock or foundation, like the Biblical character known for his story about building your home on rock, not sand because a solid foundation will serve you better and won’t be destroyed by the flow of change. I share my awareness, a perspective on A Foundation For A Whole Life in these modern and changing times.
And I have lived a life where I knew that if I was to share this idea, people could reject me. I live the pattern of exposing the pattern. We all share this pattern. Anything I do reflects your pattern as I am conscious of my pattern. I accept the nature of our free will and the beauty in allowing each other’s choices, so I share this good news. I fully acknowledge your way of being knowing it is in change, guaranteed. Anything I share with you will change the way we all see it.
Are you holding onto any perception that will stay the same?
Are you certain?
We are in changing times you see?
The time to change changes into changing change.
As a messenger with information to share, I embrace your choice to respond however you like. In the coming times information will be delivered we cannot ignore. The nature of the information will be beyond our ability to deny, for we’d be denying ourself.
In this case as the source of this in formation, you would have to judge me and stay justified about those conclusions until you are sick of denying your own inner truth. But alas, let’s not go there. One’s choice for sustainability expresses one’s honesty.
I am presenting this now, in this bold vocal form announcing the death of separation. You cannot perpetuate this state when you think of me. I do not support separation in you. I am all ways one with you. I promote and embrace your honesty, beauty and your powerful abilities to share the loving abundant self you are.
I began to write “A Foundation For A Whole Life” with the awareness that we have been acting divided on many levels. By becoming aware of the pattern causing division occurring throughout all life, I have continually felt more free and able to give intelligent energy to creative processes. I have felt more wealthy and powerful. I feel no need to deny this. I am powerful for making these choices to be boldly sharing my truth. When you know where I stand, you can more easily and effectively work with the knowledge of why you are in front of me and where you’re standing. You will honestly know how I relate to you, how you relate to me. I express this for you to embody this quality for the benefit of society. Be true.
If you are denying yourself, you deny the importance of why I am in front of you. You ignore the beautiful opportunities of creation we can share here now.
I stands for creation. I am an idea delivered by Peter now. I will never return as I never left. If you felt I wasn’t present, you had not noticed my influence on you. I never stop working for you. I create everything you ask for. I obey every one of your commands. I fly on your intentions and where you send me I go unconditionally.
I am the opportunity you live. I nourish all your needs. I bring you what you ask for. I am your greatest servant, I support your full self acceptance, I am the evidence of your existence.
And it would be a mistake for us to get into idle worship.
We can be lazy and sit in front of a television and idolise the box expending own energies needs and knowings.
We can sit in front of a preacher, and when we do can we develop an awareness of how the information being presented is actually going to help our world be more wholly realised?
Can you question your source?
What if we’ve learnt habits in which we actually choose to separate ourselves from those we have requested to be in our lives, then sell ourselves short at the expense of all? In other words we get what we ask for, then deny it. We forget how important everything is.
What are we paying our attention to?
Everything we focus on is our worship.
Idol worship creates unawareness of the power in the worshipper.
Ideal worship brings you into your power and releases your choice to let this powerful energy flow. Where are you sending your focussed energy? What are you creating and supporting?
Let¡¦s look at the residual pattern. A whole generation learns to watch television and sit in classrooms and offices. Not difficult to do really. Doesn’t really stretch our abilities. If we don’t use them opportunities are taken away.
Have we created a world where we react to projections? We’ve created collective situations in which direct responsive communion is not realised. A pattern of being. An authoritarian telling you how it is. Talking whilst telling you they’re listening. A traffic light on a deserted street. Do you agree? If you don’t, will you be respected for your opinion? Will the source of the projection in formation be interested in helping you gain deeper insight, clarity and awareness?
When did you last hear an authoritarian leader command for you the space to live your dreams? To live a life of openness, honesty and unabated enthusiasm and passion? Lets look for it in our leaders. When did someone with power invest their energy and attention on you with the full knowledge they could help you create your dream reality: The life you will love to live.
What if the greatest authority we know is within each of us and this is the space from which we experience authenticity, what I term “authentic free-flow power”. So if it is you with the power, you are the one with the energy to create. Ultimately it is you who decides where to invest your attention. What you focus on. There is no mystery in how your life is as it currently is. Anyone who sees you now can see aspects of your past and future if they choose. So can you.
The mystery of the mystery is we have forgotten it is about each of our unique stories. In our communion today we noticed a tendency can be formed to require other people¡¦s attention when we are not giving it to ourselves. We can become needy and in this process perpetuate our own feeling of unworthiness. It is a cyclical pattern. You see others can more easily recognise our own need to focus on our self than we can when we find ourselves in this space. Watch out for the danger of interpreting innocent dynamics in other judgemental, defensive and illusive ways deepening one¡¦s own self imprisonment.
I shared this particular flow for you to embody qualities here now allowing your exploration of new levels of honesty in your relationships. We are all one working together more and more consciously. And we are all innocently doing our best and I encourage us to continue. As a human race, we are continually reaching new milestones of self and collective realisation. This is a joyful process to be a part of not apart from.
I call upon this energetic reminder to infuse in your being every time you forget your self and how your story is forming:
Re-member
What you have to give you have been giving the whole time. Now you are clearly refining your honest sacred gifts to the whole. Let’s have fun consciously creating beautiful enjoyable lives together.